Light at the end of the tunnell

It seems that darkest night precedes the dawn. I'm finally on an upcurve for once. Had to change the layout of the screen here. Black gets so droll sometimes. Green felt right for now.

I finally found some work, though I don't expect a great paycheck. I start tomorrow working at Office Max. For now, work is work. I'm glad to finally begin the process of acclimation back into normal society. Money is my friend, I hope we'll soon be seeing a lot more of each other.

The darkness has begun to dissipate, The mist fading again into the black recesses of my mind I didn't know were there before. I'm finally starting to feel more like myself. Once I figured out that I'm really a pretty decent person, I started to like myself again. I'm also shedding these blasted social inhibitions that somehow were imposed upon my former overly impressionable mind. The biggest lesson I've learned in the last year was that nobody, and I mean NOBODY, has power to influence me without my permission. I'm almost back to full strength, and I refuse to give my power to anyone ever again. One of the great justices this world has to offer is that we get to choose who we want to be. I choose who I once was. I choose to be the person I loved when I was here a year ago.

I'm back baby!