Journey On
It feels good just to sit sometimes. To bask in the warm glow of my computer screen, listen to matchbox 20, which, for some reason really speaks to me. Bands don't usually do that. I tend to love anything acoustic, and when I found some acoustic stuff they did online, I fell even further. I'm still convinced 3 a.m. is one of the greatest songs ever, but it's acoustic counterpart blows it out of the water.
Just to sit, listening to waves of harmony flow over your body like water, filling you up somehow, that's heaven. This is feeling alive for a few minutes. This is the reason to exist, just to do so. No concern about destiny, fate, pain, love, death, or any of it.
Words just seem to flow off your fingertips. You don't know why, but they just do. You don't know why you say anything, because usually it doesn't feel like anyone reads it. But you keep posting. It's what you do because it keeps you sane, and it makes you happy. Happy to be alive.
I love this quiet so much sometimes. No loud obnoxious rock blaring in your ears from across the house. No screaming babies (I love them so much, but I think it's true that they're the cutest when they sleep). Just me. Here.
Went to see Batman Begins tonight. My geekishness was appeased therein. I was so afraid they would do to Scarecrow what they did to Poison Ivy, Two Face, and Riddler. Even Raz Algul was just amazing. Highly recommend it, if you even remotely like Batman still.
My only objection was the half hour of trailers that came first. THough the Charlie and the Chocolate Factory Teaser was just lovely. Very excited for that.
Tried to scare up a date for tonight. No luck, she never called back, but hey, this is progress for me. At least I'm trying.
It's weird when your subconscious takes over your fingers and you start typing. You never know what's going to come out. My brother's been telling me lately, i'm like Multimedia software, that whenever anyone says something, I can come up with a song, a movie, a web site, a comic, something it reminds me of. Usually it somehow pops out of my mouth without my even realizing it. I guess I randomly break into song without meaning to. Steve keeps chuckling at me and saying "multimedia software" as he shakes his head.
Observation: being a 3rd wheel sucks. Watching my brother and his girlfriend hold each other close, yeah that sucks. I haven't had that since High School. Well, one other time, but that was a mistake. The first time is still fond in my memories.
Any Star Wars fans should check out http://darthside.blogspot.com/, nicely written, though the grammatics are off sometimes. i guess mine is too, so I've nowhere to complain.
I guess I haven't really said anything intelligible yet, have I? Well, no sense in starting now.
Just to sit, listening to waves of harmony flow over your body like water, filling you up somehow, that's heaven. This is feeling alive for a few minutes. This is the reason to exist, just to do so. No concern about destiny, fate, pain, love, death, or any of it.
Words just seem to flow off your fingertips. You don't know why, but they just do. You don't know why you say anything, because usually it doesn't feel like anyone reads it. But you keep posting. It's what you do because it keeps you sane, and it makes you happy. Happy to be alive.
I love this quiet so much sometimes. No loud obnoxious rock blaring in your ears from across the house. No screaming babies (I love them so much, but I think it's true that they're the cutest when they sleep). Just me. Here.
Went to see Batman Begins tonight. My geekishness was appeased therein. I was so afraid they would do to Scarecrow what they did to Poison Ivy, Two Face, and Riddler. Even Raz Algul was just amazing. Highly recommend it, if you even remotely like Batman still.
My only objection was the half hour of trailers that came first. THough the Charlie and the Chocolate Factory Teaser was just lovely. Very excited for that.
Tried to scare up a date for tonight. No luck, she never called back, but hey, this is progress for me. At least I'm trying.
It's weird when your subconscious takes over your fingers and you start typing. You never know what's going to come out. My brother's been telling me lately, i'm like Multimedia software, that whenever anyone says something, I can come up with a song, a movie, a web site, a comic, something it reminds me of. Usually it somehow pops out of my mouth without my even realizing it. I guess I randomly break into song without meaning to. Steve keeps chuckling at me and saying "multimedia software" as he shakes his head.
Observation: being a 3rd wheel sucks. Watching my brother and his girlfriend hold each other close, yeah that sucks. I haven't had that since High School. Well, one other time, but that was a mistake. The first time is still fond in my memories.
Any Star Wars fans should check out http://darthside.blogspot.com/, nicely written, though the grammatics are off sometimes. i guess mine is too, so I've nowhere to complain.
I guess I haven't really said anything intelligible yet, have I? Well, no sense in starting now.
posted by Matt at 9:52 PM
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